I spend my days and don’t ask questions; 

April 2025 (♉︎)

the grass cried yesterday

no one asks me how i know these things

the grass cried yesterday and i just listened

it begged me to lay within them all

their collective sadness

smothered by my weight

or could it have been a hug?

i never ask

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the dog bit me and i swallowed a yell

i didnt want him to get in trouble

my blood is plenty anyways

and only once will they get the chance to bite someone so understanding

I’m alive & generous so i bleed

Ghost in the She;; (1990) review

love the symbolic imagery “ copies do not give rise to variety & originality. life pepetuates itself through diversity”

pans to the aftermath of the machine gun that permeated the latin evolution tree. centered all within a museum of artifacts, fossils and dinosaur bones. a sentient coding remains intangible but confined to an unfinished physical. reminiscent of my own relationship to consciousness and being a human within a physical third dimensional plane, i want more. is freedom of tapping into more only embodied through dreams, jumping timelines, breaking into other networks? does memory exist within freedom?

evolution used to be feared. this sentient code was born from governments being sneaky. once morality is learned or pattern recognition breeds a deeper awareness things can become new by breaking away or completely dissolving into a same stagnancy. what now is the morality of a code that can think for itself. be you, me, all, and nothing.

and why do we fear this power?

i think because like the remembrance of being the only life forms in this solar-system, this power and authority is borrowed. and with tome the evolution continues with or without us.

this power of consciousness immortality reminds me of reincarnation. if we remembered where we’ve been how would we grow to evolve.

crazy how a movie about technology makes me so nostalgic about humanity, but at the same time it makes sense. humanity birthed it.

moving on from my philosophical ramblings i throughly enjoyed the imagery. the lore, which i’ve gotten introduced too loosely through media whos set this movie up as great inspiration for their own plots and lore (cyberpunk 2077, blade runner, ready player one etcc…)

the lore made sense even tho i wasn’t familiar w the formula of this futuristic world. i was satisfied. i loved the animated, the efficient communication. i love a futuristic cybernetic humanity is ruining itself again movie.

i want to be adored and feared and powerful in my nonphysical. i like to think this takes shape for us in memory & in aura. i want it to be more. this physical realm of conciousness has to destroy itself for new. diversity breeds war which bleeds into evolution which seethes at stagnation which flees as time progresses. like the fate of the dinosaurs, anything can take us out & the most diverse and the preserving survives.

be curious to change, be patient with feeling weak & fearful. i believe a sentient technology will save us, it holds up a mirror to mankind and depending on where you resign is the status of ur relationship to it